I often wonder (sometimes on this page and sometimes to myself) why I keep this page. Sometimes I think I do it so friends and family can easily keep up-to-date with my life. Sometimes I think I do it because an idea pops into my mind and I want to record it. Sometimes I think I want to tell interesting, funny stories and have the masses follow my life on-line and be loved, loved, loved.
I'm pretty sure I vowed never to talk about this struggle again, but it seems to come up a lot. Every time I feel guilty for not writing, I wonder what prompts the feeling? Who do I think I'm disappointing? I think the issue arises when my mind leaps among the different reasons for having this page.
In conclusion:
- I'm glad I have this outlet.
- I won't feel guilty for not writing, but I will continue to write often.
- I won't ever talk about this again.